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Monday, May 26th, 2008
3:37 pm	workin for the church while your family dies... well. i haven't posted in like thirty years. i don't know what's prompting me to do so now. just for old time sake i guess. so i survived my first year of college. it was fun in a lot of ways, but it sucked too becuase i have this damn sleepy problem. it definitely affected me academically and otherwise. but oh well, it could be a lot worse, and i'm working on it now so hopefully it will be better by the time i start school again in the fall. i'm excited because this fall i'll be moving into a house with my friends. we're all pretty pumped. it will be nice to chill in our own house, and be able to accomodate people when they come and visit and whatnot. well, speaking of the previous surviving. i was in hugo this weekend visiting some friends and we were all la-di-da having a good time. and bam! huge ass storm comes, it was kinda scary. then when it was over we went out and saw what damage was done....it's bad news. there was a tornado and a bunch of homes were completely destroyed. a two year old died, there were a bunch of helicopters coming in to take people to the hospital, about 20 people are missing, and hundreds of homes had to be evacuated. man, i feel pretty lucky. the only problem we had was that hail had kinda destroyed the siding on the house. i feel very lucky indeed. god damn tornados. well i guess that's all the news for me. oh, well i start my summer job on tuesday. hopefully it goes well. i don't think it'll be bad at all. i just read an article in the paper about how only like 1/3 of people between age 18-20 or something will get jobs. because people aren't hiring students in the recession. it's the lowest number since the 1940s. so i'm pretty grateful i got a job too! oh and my parents moved out of good ol' albert lea, so we live in farmington now. in the suburbs... wheeee. it just gets kinda lonely because i don't have any friends here. but i'm not a million miles away, i still get to visit people, so it could be a lot worse. alright. bye. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: the arcade fire (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 23rd, 2006
11:18 pm	stop children what's that sound... hey. I don't really post on here much, in fact no one does. ah well. so hmm... life is decent, can't complain much. except, i am going off my happy pills, and it's making me angry and has been making me really sick.but hopefully that will go away. i wouldn't have posted that before, but i don't think anyone really reads these, so it doesn't matter. school is school. it's not bad actually. i'm an honorary junior. it's cool. homecoming is coming up, boy am i pumped. i've been helping out at the civic theatre "honky tonk angels" i don't really like country music but it's a good show. then there's the musical. i hope it'll be fun. i think it will be. hmm... otherwise as far as being back, i don't know, things just aren't the same i guess. well of course they wouldn't be. but it's just weird to get used to. i just kinda feel like i don't have a place in anything anymore. i guess when you leave you just kidna expect to pick up where you left off when you get back, but it's not that way. everyone and everything has moved on. i have to try and catch up, and find a place somewhere. it's not easy. i should go read, humanities english 11 and all.. yaay. Current Mood: blah Current Music: guttermouth-my girlfriend (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
2:43 pm	set the dial to no fights... hi. man i've been home for almost a week and a half. i'm starting to get back into things again though. man i'm sore though. i'm really out of shape but i had dance on monday, then yesterday then today, maybe tomorrow, then friday. i'm so out of shape for dance though it's not even funny. it makes me sad. but oh well that's what i get for leaving. i'm also damn tired. hung out with nissa and stevie last night. that was a good time. i missed them. we had our good old fashioned jones party, it was pretty sweet. but we need to finish the producers still. today i went to rochester, saw an acupunctorist, she was cool, and it was surprisingly relaxing. and she's from stutgart which is where franca is from. then i looked for clothes. and worked on job applications. now i'm going to go to dance. wow i'm super exciting. i'm going to go now. Current Mood: tired Current Music: 911 for peace - A-F (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 15th, 2006
10:45 pm	the times they are a changin... hi. i haven't written for several months. probably because i didn't have internet. well i do now. i'm back home now. been back for almost a week. it's really nice to see everyone again. but weird. i'm a little out of it sometimes. by a year or so. well i've just been chillin with people. today i went to valley fair. you know i had forgotten that minnesota gets quite hot as well, i remember now. i also feel like a loser as i have no job, no money, and no license.i guess i got to work on that. i haven't had much contact with SA since i've been here. i talked to blessing on msn once, and called Di and Dave for a few mintues. otherwise that's it. it's too weird. i'm just wanting these two lives i have to merge. but that's a bit difficult. so ah well. c'est la vive. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Mrs. Robinson-S and G (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
9:59 pm	i miss the comfort in being sad... hello. yes so i went to the concert yesterday it was cool. most of the bands were south african, a few american, and one finnish. there were a lot of local bands, then prime circle, the finklesteins, seether, (all three of them are south african.. woo!) then the rasmus, collective soul(my new friends!..ha) then the main attraction.. metallica. it was a really cool concert. just at the end of the day i was getting a bit sick of metal. i'm not really a metal head, so that was an awwwful lot for one day. but it was still cool. i liked seether, they were really good, but it was weird, the main guy was trying to like re-create a nirvana performance or something. he had the bright red shaggy hair and was wearing a flannel shirt, kurt cobain SNL performance style. and just the way he stood, and his style and his voice, it was exactly like him, and at the end of the performance he threw his fender into the drum set. i dont know if he was trying to do like a tribute with that performance or if he's always like that but it was weird, and turned me off a bit actually. but they were still good. and cool of course hailing from south africa. this morning alanna didn't even wake me up for school, she just let me sleep, it was nice :) so sleep i did. sometimes my host sisters irritate me a bit. they can be very bitchy and hypocritical and stuff. i don't know, that's how it goes i guess. it bums me out sometimes though. but that's why its' good i have good friends here. franca stayed here for a few days, it was really nice. it's going to be fucking hard to leave... which is coming up quickly. Current Mood: blah Current Music: bouncing off the walls-sugar cult (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
1:04 am	dance like no one is fucking watching.... heyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!1 franca and zihle i just got back from Joe Kools, a club here... it was so good! at first we thoguth it would be shit because there werne't many people there. but it was so fun! man we let loose, it was good. and i asked this guy to dance... (woo i was bold!) and he was south african but he introduced me to his friends... his friends were the guys from collective soul! and they bought franca and i drinks, they are playing tomorrow in durban, i'm gonig to see them it's a big show with about 16 bands.. finially peole are coming to south africa, and them the day after they ar e going to play in munich which is where franca is from. it was cool.. yes franca and i were proud of ourselves for going all out.. we danced on the bar and everything! ok i'm going to bed now.. oh fuck! for am inute i thought we had school tomrrow. but it's human rights day tomorrow no school! hence the concert. ok goodnight. whoa.. i'm cool iwth my live journal. Current Mood: wheee! Current Music: greenday-time o' your life (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
11:36 am	is this love that i'm feeling?... goiemore yay no school today! we had the wake for John yesterday. It was from noon to about 3 in the morning. Alanna told me i didn't have to go to school :) she's nice. But the wake went well.. i much prefer wakes to funerals. although i didn't like having to dance with the drunk old people ... :S i keep losing the back of my earing in my hair. I'm starting to get some sweet dreadlocks from my lack of hair brushing. it's pretty cool, and by cool i mean disgusting. but luckily i don't care enough for it to bother me. i talked to olie the other day, it made me happy :) i've got to start calling stekkies for my party.. woo! i've never hosted a big house party before. wheee :) i'm excited. my hosts are so cool, i'm very lucky. i had some very deep philosophical conversations with this ballie last night. it was cool, he has the same bday as me. yesterday was also school pictures. i didn't want them done, namely because i didn't have R35 on me, but the picture taking guy was talking to me and said he used to work in minneapolis, how crazy huh? and he took my picture for free. i thought that was very nice of him. and he gave me a free calander! i like friendly people. and now i will have some awesome pictures of me and the bitches i go to school with in our sexy uniforms! man, are they hot. please imagine me in a puke-yellow dress and clunky brown shoes, oh, and a dark green blazer for when it gets chilly. not like it gets chilly, this is the first day all month it's been under fucking 90 degrees. is anyone else turned on by school attire? i know i am. well i'm going to go sleep, bye bye. Current Mood: good Current Music: mrs. robinson- S & G (Comment on this)
Friday, February 17th, 2006
6:04 pm	summer days driftin away... yeah grease... what kind people.. i don't have my grumpy pants on any more... i just felt like ranting. it was really hot today. had school, came home.. there have been lots of people at the house sending there condolances. katie and i chilled on the roof, i went ot ballet, it was really hot. came home.. now i'm chilling, we can go in our kitchen now, it's nice. i think we will go out for dinner or something for john once caz gets back from netball. i'm going to go for a swim. bye bye. Current Mood: hot Current Music: all day and all of the night- the kinks (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
10:07 pm	back in the ussr.... hey. i kind of hate all you fuckers that got the snow day today...yeah...fuckers. we almost had a snow day today at danville... oh wait, except it was in the 90s today. but hey at least we still wore our full school uniform. and it's also a damn good thing that we don't have air-conditiong. my host grandpa died today. the jewel fell out of my stud and it looks stupid. i'm getting fat. my face is breaking out. i have ballet with stupid people tomorrow. i hate danville. thokazani left. i don't get what's going on with trevor. i want to see my sister. i can't believe he died. man... happy birthday to john, poor kid. they're having a hard time. half of this country is poor and dying of aids. and no one cares.. it's stupid. mrraaaarw! grrrr... ok. ok i feel better now. now that that's over. my day wasn't bad, i hope everyone had a good day. i'm tired. Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: cream-sunshine of your love (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
11:05 pm	at two i'm running around in my mind and my mind's a fucking zoo... hi. i had a pretty low key weekend. a bit boring actually. except this morning i went with feedback. we went to kwa mashu. went to moma thokizile's. i like her. going there makes me very happy, but very sad. i'm actually getting a bit teary eyed thinking about it. i wonder if things will ever change. in our society we place such importance on such unimportant things. words can't even describe what i'm feeling. Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
11:33 am	let's get together and feel alright... hello, good morning, goie more, sawubona, hola, oi, moi, etc. how is everyone today? good i hope. I'm in a good mood today, it makes me happy. I just got back from my tour which was sweet. At first i was a little dissappointed with it because we weren't really doing anything. but then we went to tshukudu game reserve and to badplaas and shakaland, it was sweet. and of course out of all the amazing things i did, just spending time with the other exchange students was my favorite. but i loved seeing the animals at the reserve. i mean damn, wild rhinos and eles and leopards, shit! it was awesome. the lions were my favorite. they made me think of simba. and manda. she sent me a really drunken email last night, it was funny. that silly duck. i think i'm going to stay with her for a bit after i come back. but yeah after the tour i was damn tired. i just slept all day and woke up to find that we were having a huge party at our house. it was a damn crazy party, but very cool, good good fun. then the next day a few poeple went home and the rest of us just chilled and were lazy and slept and ate pancakes and watched dodgeball and went to spur for supper. then today kate convinced her mom to let me stay home from school so we can chill together. so that's what we're doing. chilling, and avoiding school. and i like it. in shakaland we watched zulu dancing, god it's amazing. i absolutely love it. it's so powerful. haha they tried to teach me some, but i'm a bit white. it didn't have quite the same effect. hopefully we can go to the beach today. i'm really going to miss the beach when i go back. and i realized i haven't even really spent that much time at the beach. well i'm going to go now. everyone have a good day please. Current Mood: good Current Music: b. marley (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 15th, 2006
7:29 pm	hey look, it's lame stuff. try it, i dare you YOU 1. Name: 2. Date of birth: 3. Where you live: 4. What makes you happy: 5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to: 6. Do you read my journal?: 7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?: 8. An interesting fact about you: 9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?: 10. Favourite place to spend time: 11. Favourite lyric: 12. The best time of the year: RECOMMEND 1. A film: 2. A book: 3. A band, a song, or album: PLUS 1. One thing you like about me: 2. Two things you like about yourself: 3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends: 4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you. Current Mood: blank Current Music: janis joplin (Comment on this)
Friday, December 9th, 2005
10:22 am	if my baby don't love me no more, i know her sister will.... lame quizzes yay!!! inspired by eric Your 2005 Song Is Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz "Love forever love is free. Let's turn forever you and me." In 2005, you were loving life and feeling no pain. What Hit Song of 2005 Are You? You Are Chunky Monkey Ice Cream Truthfully, you're too spazzy to be chunky - you cheeky monkey! What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You? How You Life Your Life You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. How Do You Live Your Life? Current Mood: bored Current Music: the wind cries mary- hendrix (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
8:53 am	there are 9 million bicycles in beijing.... Hello, how is everyone? I'm ok. I'm feeling a bit... meh. I think it's because it's holidays now, so i'm not seeing people from school every day, but i'm also not seeing my fez friends every day. and of course i'm not seeing anyone from at home at all. so i guess you could say i'm a bit lonely. I have an overwhelming urge to go outside with 12 boxes of lucky strikes and phone every single person i know. but i can't, it's too fucking expensive. Even local calls are rediculously expensive, let alone calls to someone 10,000 miles away. Well I've actually kept myself quite busy over the holidays thus far, maybe that's why i'm kind of crashing now, because i'm not out doing something. Friday I went and saw harry potter with some of my pals. yeah i love harry potter, what are you gonna do about it? then saterday I had the rotary conference then afterwards i went to a braai with all my fez pals. i enjoyed that. but i also had to say goodbye to some people... like goodbye as in forever. that bummed me a bit. also i asked anneke where allistair was at the conference, and she said, "oh, he went home yesterday" it was kind of a slap in the face. time is going much too fast. my year is basically halfway over. and it only goes faster from here. I feel so grateful that i'm here, but they whiney little girl part of me is just bummed. I have the whole rest of my fucking life to be in minnesota. I have but a few months to be here. When i came here i felt like the world was at my fingers and i could do anything, now i feel like the world is slipping from my grasp and i have to do everything i can to keep it from flying away and leaving me deserted. oi vey. ok enough of that. sunday another braai. Monday i woke up at 4 to go with Jhiba around KZN and deliver food to people. It was amazing, I was seeing the parts of south africa no one else would dare to show me. KwaMashu, Umlazi.. all the townships i had heard about but had never seen. I definitely must go back to Mamathokizele's, there's a woman i hold in high regard. It made me happy, the people were so happy we were there. I would have loved to spend more time with them, but i will. the day was long though, i left my house at 5 and didn't get back until 4. then tuesday i left at 7 to go visit the hospitals in port shepstone. we visited the kids and gave them toys and stuffed animals and things. i liked going, but it was very sad. All of the babies that were burned, and the kids with TB and AIDS. Some of the kids were miserable. and understandably so. The worst part though were the adults in the hospital that would come to me and beg me for things for them or their kids at home. it was also hard because most of the time i had a language barrier in my way. i don't speak zulu, and they don't speak english. so it could be a bit difficult. i'm glad i went though. and i'll go again. especially as it gets closer to christmas. i wanted to go to the beach today, but i think by the time di gets off work it will be too late. Durban has been invaded. I've never seen so many vaalies in my life. and as it gets closer to christmas they literally flock in to durban by the thousands. vaalies are all the people from the transvaal. like the area that's the free state up to Jo'burg. they all come to durban for the holidays, it's rediculous. I understand now the slogan "Welcome to Durban, Now Go Home" Ahhh! this fuck is whistling christmas carols and it's driving me fucking nuts! Shut up!!!! ok, i'm going to go kill this guy. everyone have a good day. bye. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: fucking whistling christmas carol guy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 17th, 2005
8:47 am	staaay don't you go away, you and i are angels at play... howzit everyone. what's up? it's 8:47 in the a.m. and i am downtown durban at the technicon (di's work) waiting a couple hours in my sweet school uniform drinking tea until she can take us to school for exams. It's my art history exam today. and i know nothing. so it should be pretty swell. so i just got back from my capetown trip, oh my fuck, it was awesome. i loved it so much. it's just such a slap in the face to go from partying and having the time of my life for two weeks, to come back to danville fucking girls high school and write exams on stuff i know nothing about. ah well. that's how it goes. all good things must end. during the trip i also realized how lucky i am to live in kzn where most people speak english. fuck in the rest of the country i'm lost, it's either xhosa or afrikaans. i have no idea what the hell anyone is saying. in bloemfontein some of us stopped for lunch and it took forever just to find a place that could speak english. not that we have anything against afrikaaners or anything. we just want to know what we're ordering when it comes to food. actually i do have something against afrikaaners sometimes. just as a generlization. never mind, i'm not going to talk about it, because really, i'm being racist now. one should never make generalizations. k i have afrikaans friends, they're nice. the end. and they're really racist and don't like english speaking people. k i'm done now. oh it was so crazy, we were in jeffery's bay, i was wandering kinda aimlessley looking for a bank. when the frenchies come up to me so hey howzit blah blah. and they're like hey you'll never guess what, there's other exchange students here. and there's one from america, umm... minnesota i think? his name is ...brad. Holy fuck! brad is my pal! it was so nuts, out of anyone anywhere in the country we happen to meet up with brad in jeffery's bay. so we had a huge massive FEZ party it was grand. it was just such a crazy coincidence. SA isn't a small country. him and his pals from jo'burg were just on a holiday. k all this that i'm typing is really lame and pointless and i'm just rambling and it's dumb so please disregaurd. oh! here's an interesting bit about SA here. Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: 29 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad cheques 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71 can not get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year that makes 373 in total or about 70% this is a real organization with these stats, can you guess what it is? it's the 535 members of the South African Parliment! i think bush and mbeke would be good friends if not for the fact that they're both racist. i think i would say though that mbeke is probably more racist though. that's right, it's true. it's actually kind of sad. all the white south africans are having to leave the country because they can't get jobs anymore. i'll explain. k so they have affirmative action, except this affirmative action supports the majority as opposed to the minority. so in getting a job the order of being employed goes like this, the order in which they will hire you to won't hire you. 1. black woman 2. black man 3. coloured woman 4. coloured man 5. indian woman 6. indian man 7. white woman 8. white man in some ways with the new majority rule i think it's awesome like yay! they're takin back their country, takin back what's theirs yeah! but on the other hand, it's not just their country anymore. you need equal representation of all the people. because there's not just one race of people in SA as represented by the government. i mean, first only afrikaaners ruled. and that was absolutely horrible. now it's all xhosas that rule, which is better than before, but it's still not good because you have about 15 other major racial groups in the country which are not being represented. k like i said i've rambled a lot, please disregaurd, i must study my gothic architecture. hambagahle. Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005
2:51 pm	in your heaaad in your heaaaad zombie zombie zombey bey bey... i have a song stuck in my head. guess what it is? how is everyone? i hope you're good. i'm doing pretty well. im in the library now. this is my two hours of waiting time. usually i would do homework but now all the homework is just preparing for exams. and i'm not going to be doing exams! except for art and maths. and the maths i just don't even understand so there's not much i can do there. i leave for capetown this weekend. im pumped. and especially pumped that it's during exams. i hope it stays sunny there. i need color. i'm going back to my original gecko color again. yeah, they have geckos here with like see-through skin, they're kinda gross. and my best friend here made a comment on how i have an uncanny resemblence to a gecko. yeah it's nice, i was paler than the average bear in minnesota, so in africa i blend right in. but yeah we're seeing all kinds of cool things and going to cape point and table mountain and robbin island. so it should be good. and i'll get to meet all the other fes kids. i met my next host family, we just got together for tea and chatted. they seem really nice, kinda hectic though. when i live there it'll be the mom the dad, three dogs, a parrot, their three kids and a fes guy from brazil. but it should be good. and hey anything is better than what i had. yeah i don't have much to say, school is a bit boring but not bad. we had an exam in art. i was kinda pissing myself because i'm not really good at like drawing or painting or anything. but i had to do something so i bought a canvas and some brushes and oils and painted for two days straight. it was kinda ugly and i didn't know what i was doing, but in the end it actually turned out well so i smiled. i like afrikaans. that's probably my favorite class. i acually go now, and am learning some stuff. but damn it's really an ugly language. i should see if i can take zulu next year. i doubt it, but maybe. you know what's scary? after i come back from capetown it'll be a couple of weeks and then it'll be december and school will end and all that jazz. which is awesome. but when that time comes it also means half of my year is over. that's rediculous. time goes so fast. oi. well i should head off now. everyone have a good day please. cheers. Current Mood: good (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 10th, 2005
3:05 pm	why are you so far away from me... sowubona. what's up? i'm just sitting here in the library per usual. I'm looking up some info on slavery for history. except we're doing modern slavery now. it's really intersting and really gross how much slavery there still is today. there are a few countries in this continent here where the majority of the people are actually slaves. that's awesome. i love life sometimes. but anywho, my day was alright, it actually went pretty quickly. had maths got yelled at. god that teacher is just so damn old and white and she's bitter at everyone else for it. then history slave stuff, break, assembly, little don't feed the muslims it's rammadan presentation. i've decided if i were to have a religion, i would first want to be buddhist, if not that than muslim. that's one of the things i like about living in durban, the indians. it's cool. divania is going to get me some of her indian music for me. at her bday party it was cool they taught me the sweet indian dances and everything "screw in the light bulb and pet the dog" that was my favorite one. they aren't muslim though, they're hindu. so a lot of them are veggie this month. woo! anywho. then i had afrikaans just kinda sat there, looked through a magazine. there was this story about like this guy and his like 7 year old daughter getting married? i wanted to read what it was about, but i uh didn't know what the fuck it said, surprise surprise. then i had art where i prentended to draw for an hour. i really suck at that kind of stuff. then english and there we go, bob's my aunty. that's my day. now i chill for two hours till di comes. wednesday i have an audition at a ballet studio in town wooooo! i hope it goes alright, i really need to take ballet. my weekend wasn't very exciting i kind of slept it away, but i'm still trying to get better from when i was sick. I watched Die Hard and Thought Crimes. Then vince called last night, it made me really happy but also sad because he's a bit bummed and in pain, which is understandable. damn kids and those damn boards with wheels. so that was kind of bittersweet talkign to him. i also talked to mis padres on saturday. they got two free tickets to see the packers at lambo!! i'm not huge on football, but that is pretty sweet. I'm going to go to the rugby here one of these days. the sharks..woohoo. i want to watch a springbok soccer game, but apparantly i can't because i'm white, so that's pretty cool. i like soccer a lot more than rugby but apparantly not anymore, looks like that decision was made for me. whatever. tomorrow i'm going to go to an orphanage with some other girls and we're going to throw the little kiddies a party, and give them food and stuff. just to brighten their day. :) wait it's on wednesday...shit! oh fucker, ah well.. i'll make a plan. k i'm going to go now, other people need to use the computer. bye. Current Mood: okay (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
3:24 pm	come carry on.. till the night's all gone... Hello everyone, it's been a while. I'm writing this from school because i don't have a computer at home. Well we just had a week of holiday, it was nice, but too short. I still want that month and a half of summer i missed out on. But at the beginning of the holiday i moved families. which is awesome because i kind of hated the people i was staying with before, and they were big huge shit heads. so i'm super happy now because my family is nice and caring and all that good stuff. It's a bit of a bummer because it's a single mom family and she doesn't get off work till 430, so i have to stay at school for 2 hours after it ends. oh well though, i keep busy, like doing shit like this. So how is everyone? i really miss everyone a lot. genuinly, i do. i feel a bit empty without my pals. but i'm making pals here as well. mandy is my best pal here, she's cool. and draws some pretty lekker pictures, fuck she could make money off those. especially when monkies come flying out of my ass. ohhh!!! monkies broke into our house yesterday!!! haha wee!! unfortunately it was before i came home from school so i didn't get to see them, but they stole our bananas and took a bite out of one of our papayas, threw some stuff around, nothing too bad. haha i just found it funny though. Di-host mom- didn't find it too humorous. but i got a kick out of it. i'm going to my first dance class tonight yay :) i really really hope i can take ballet, and soon. im' going through withdrawl. i miss dance. ha.. the other day i got in a dance-off type thing with some zulu girls, there were actually about 40 of them. it was fun. haha god i dance like such a white girl though i was embarrassed. but they were all lekker about it so yebo mofos. well the library is going to close soon so i shall be off. miss everyone. take care. aloha Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
11:21 am	Im the epitome of public enemy... not really, but i have that song stuck in my head. so how is everyone? i'm pretty good, I'm at school right now, sitting in the library. i have afrikaans right now and didn't feel like going. actually i was going to go, but mandy told me to go take an iq test, so i did, but don't have the results. ah well. so i've been pretty good. just a bit stressed because the pressure is on for me to do this presentation for rotary tomorrow. but i don't have anything because technology is a bitch and i cant open it, or start a new one. GRAWR! oh well. other than that i'm cool. i went to mandy's on fri and saturday went to the beach and layed by the sea and tanned it was nice, damn now i have to go to maths. cheers. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
9:03 pm	nkosi sikelel iafrika yeah whatever, my ass too. so what's up kids? i'm just sitting here, i'm chilling. actually i just got done doing some research for a history project. we do so many projects. i got good marks for my shaka zulu essay though. i just have to see what i get for the anglo-zulu war test. damn, why do i really care? i must be bored if i'm sitting thinkin about my schoolwork. Justin is such a darsch. that kid needs to have his skinny white ass beaten. i'm actually finding more company in jarred now. but only when i'm at home. at school i have mandz, and kovania, and divania, thilisha, and the teaspoons. i'm now the international teaspoon. sometimes i like danville, but sometimes i hate it. i got my first detention a couple weeks ago. i didn't go, but i think they're letting it slide this time. Some stupid prefect bitch stole my earings though. i hate that, they won't let me wear flippin cartilege earings but they'll let the white matrics wear noserings, not the indians though. oi, and apartheid lives on. the other day sihle was saying how her aunt would consider me a deamon with my white skin and blue/green eyes. interesting hey? i like sihle, she's cool. she said something once about how it would be cool if SA could reverse apartheid for like just one week. i thought that was interesting. i actually think it would be cool too. but i can't say that to any of the white folk, because they'll tell me how apartheid is already reversing.... i don't totally fall for that. i mean i see where they're coming from.. but no, not the same. oi vey, i'm also starting to see some of the lame ass drama that goes on at an all girls school. damn. well, some things are the same no matter where you are. i'm realizing that a lot as well. well i just thought i would update. ummmm. went to drakensberg last weekend, it was beautiful. the mountains were so cool and it was all warm and sunny. and.. i'm going to mandz's this weekend. i think we might go to gateway, then go to the beach. i'm moving in a couple weeks. and vuvu wants me to come visit her in her unpronouncable villaige, so i think i'll try and do that. and... i'll try and post some pictures someday. and yeah. anyone feel free to update me, i'd really appreciate, i may not respond right away, but i will eventually, and i appreciate the updates. sometimes i feel so cut off. i would just like to tell everyone though that is currently going to alhs. please appreciate it. you don't realise how good you have it. seriously, that place is so wonderful. you can't even imagine how luck you are to go to a school that's so nice, and allows you so much freedom. i know, i never ever thought i would say that, but it's true. people just never stop to appreciate what they have. i knew that before i left, but now that point is just emphasized. well i should go. bye. (5 Comments |Comment on this)